Feeling like you are in a rut?
Not sure where you are, or where you’re heading?
Wondering why no one understands you?
Don’t worry. You are not alone.
I have had all the above questions playing in my head. I still do. There are so many moments in my life that I wonder what is the purpose of me being alive. I see all these people having passion projects and hobbies. I hear of people having a neverending Bucket List. I read about people who are so clear about what their goals are, and how determined they are to achieve them. I know of some who are so worried about not having enough time to do all that they want to do, because there is so much in life that they want to experience.
And then there’s me. Me, who couldn’t even come up with 5 items to create a Bucket List. Me, who have no idea what I’m doing with my life. I work a 9 to 6 job (oh who am I kidding, it’s more than that) without knowing what I’m working for.
We work our asses off to buy things we don’t need to impress people we don’t like.
More often than not, I find myself asking, “Is there something wrong with me?” Because when so many seem so sure about themselves, why do I not know myself enough to know what I want in life?
Then I realised that there must be many out there who feels the way I do. Those who feel like they’re alone in this. Those who’re convinced that they’re useless simply because they do not know how to be “useful”, whether it is to themselves or to others.
And I realised that it sucks to be alone in this situation. To be alone in anything, really.
Which led me to creating this blog. We all need some form of support system. People who do not necessarily understand how we feel, but who are understanding enough to not judge us. A community that leans on each other. A sanctuary for us to go to when we feel like we don’t belong.
So join me, and let us help each other feel better. Let us help each other grow.